Monday, December 22, 2014

an example of journalistic malfeasance

Disclaimers: I know nothing about FOX Baltimore. I don't watch TV news (the internet corrupts my brain enough.) I've been a protest march where this chant was used.

If you look at this video from FOX45 Baltimore, they sloppily edit and misquote a woman who has been active in protesting police brutality. The anchor says, "We won't stop/we can't stop/so kill a cop."

They appear to be pointing their camera at this YouTube video, around 0:32:



You can clearly hear that the woman is saying, "We won't stop/we can't stop/'til killer cops/are in cell blocks."

Anyway, this is journalistic malfeasance. I won't speculate on why they chose to do this, but I'll let you guess. And if this is the sort of thing that they think they can get away with when there's contrary evidence on video, imagine the sort of nonsense they're feeding you otherwise.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

around the web: medical missions and more!

I've not been writing as much lately (working on some longer things, including but not limited to Trousseau Syndrome), but here's the latest:

Public Health and the Common Good- Growing up within conservative evangelicalism, there was a view of government that seemed to focus on Romans 13 as the guiding text for understanding what government can and cannot do-- as if punishing evil were the only divinely sanctioned activity of the state. I think we must have a more expansive view-- not only because the genie is kinda out of the bottle already, but because the state has tools (primitive and crude though they may be) to help shape the health of the people. However, it is even more important that churches take an active role in promoting the health of the communities it works and that the church at large speak prophetically to the state to challenge politicians when they overreach or are neglecting certain populations. Cardus is such a fascinating organization that is doing some great research and advancing meaningful conversations, and it was an honor to write for their magazine.

"Helping Without Hurting": The Global Missions Health Conference- In case you haven't heard, we're moving to South Sudan next year to work at His House of Hope Hospital there (a longer post about this is coming, but in the meantime, why not sign up for our mailing list to get updates?) The Global Missions Health Conference has been a really important part of our journey to the field, and I was glad to be able to tell part of that story in this piece.



Engagement is Discipleship- I don't think evangelical Christians appreciate the degree to which ministering to others is part of our spiritual growth, and I think that this should shape our discussion about "withdrawing" from "the culture."

The Medical Professional Development Drinking Game- In terms of likes/shares, this is the most popular thing on the internet that I've ever written. That tells you a lot about the internet. If you'd like to change that, feel free to share any of the other things I've written that you think are more deserving.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

poem: "labor pains"

as the contractions spaced closer together and the fluid ran down your legs
almost as fast as the movements of the innkeeper's head side-to-side
your husband was there, at least, but he'd never tried to make a baby
much less help one come out
no mother, no aunt, just a heifer who'd done this just a few times herself
there to give you a derisive snort
at some point, did you ever think "this is looking bad"?

when you tried to push and all that came out was more shit
thinking to yourself, "oh, great, that's all this stable needs"
that's all this world needs
what did the dirty straw feel like on your bare skin?

with the head descending, when you felt something ready
like you could burst apart or die and either would be better than right now
afraid that both might happen but take their time in coming
trying not to scream and disturb those who paid to sleep comfortably
after all, they told you once already to knock it off
did you feel the rage prick at you like the straw?

what you have been asked to do, it seems, requires your body
no part of your flesh can turn back from the submission your soul led you into
so as He passed from you to us
was the tear through your labia deep as the one through your heart?

when he came out all purple and still
not breathing, not crying
soaked in blood and amnion with the cord wrapped once, twice, three times around his neck
thinking maybe it was all your imagination
angels and promises and unfulfilled magnification
were you afraid in those long seconds?

so then when He suckled, surely you could not have known
that there were others doing the same
others who would weep and beg as the king's men tore their babies off their breasts
and when you found out, did you know they'd find Him eventually, too?

as He slept in the trough with the animal cud
surely you must have worried that He was wrapped warmly enough
that He'd suffocate or that you'd sleep through his cries for food
that you would not stop bleeding in the middle of the night
and when you awoke to his scream, did he bite
or did He find a way to take gently all that you'd been given?

and tell me
tell me
tell me
if you know
what came of these labor pains
what is coming
what is to come?



Sunday, October 5, 2014

three buttresses in defense of the liberal arts

Alan Jacobs wrote a great post about defending the liberal arts and my comment quickly became longer than his post. So I'm going to put it here on my blog, because as an aspiring medical educator I really care about what sorts of things are forming the people who might eventually become medical professionals, and the liberal arts are pretty darn important in that formation.

You should read his post, but what you have to know to understand this one: Alan talked about three audiences that one has to defend the liberal arts to: people in the liberal arts who really can't articulate why it's worthwhile, people who idolize science and rational inquiry to the exclusion of any other discipline, and people glued to the concept of financial renumeration for one's work (and here he mostly offers up anxious parents of potential Philosophy majors.) I think that he's indeed encountered a tough nut to crack with the third audience. Here's my perspective:

When I was 14 and finishing my first year of community college, my father sat me down and said, "I know you'd like to be an English major. Let's see what kinds of jobs there are for English majors." He pointed out the low income potential I was looking at and encouraged me to think about a career in science. (He later told me that he regrets this pressure.) I decided to be a Chemistry major (which I enjoyed until about junior year, at which I realized I was not at all a researcher) and switched to pre-med. I am now a family doctor and love what I do during the day (at sometime in the middle of the night-- babies come out when they feel like it!) with all of my heart. I am really thankful that my father did what he did, because it nudged me in the direction that worked out very well for me.

However, I still write essays, blogs, short stories, poems, songs, and longer fiction (go read my novel if you're interested! It's sort of about this very kind of thing.) I am much happier (and more financially secure) than I think I would be if I had pursued my original dream as an English major. I was incredibly blessed to have scholarships that allowed me to study abroad and take music lessons during my undergraduate career, which were no doubt incredibly influential in forming my opinion on this subject. While my experience probably represents the minority of would-be liberal arts majors (that is, I was well-suited for a medical career and didn't consider until I had already done 3.5 years of undergraduate study), I think it is representative in that many people (especially liberal arts majors) don't work in the field of their college major.

Thus, I think we have to do three things, and we have to do them with both idealistic students and their anxious parents listening carefully:

First, we have to recast one's college major as less important than the skills one learns in college. We have to remind the idealistic students that while they will acquire some specific knowledge about various subjects whilst in their major and that their choice of major will certainly be a factor in guiding them to a career, what a bachelor's degree means to a great number of people is simply that you can write a sentence, follow directions, and show up on time. Conversely, we have to pry this conviction about majors from the hands of anxious parents. I will never forget a biology professor at Hopkins very patiently explaining to a roomful of potential undergraduate students and their parents during a campus tour that there is no such thing as a pre-med major and you don't even necessarily have to have a biology major in order to become a doctor. They really didn't get it.

Second, we should make the point strenuously that Alan makes regarding the second audience: every good engineer should know how to communicate, every good doctor should understand the social dynamics of power and class privilege, every good researcher should know the Greek myths and the Resurrection story. If you can sell the third audience on the fact that being steeped in the liberal arts at some point in your life makes you a better engineer/doctor/lawyer/researcher (as the Mayor of my esteemed city recently put it, "Of course I like art. I went to goddamn Oberlin.")

Third, we have to reorient liberal arts such that Alan's lofty description (which I heartily endorse) of the liberal arts as a "way of life" is more open to people who are not liberal arts majors or working full-time in the liberal arts. I don't think this idea is particularly novel, and I have no doubt it's the sort of thing Alan does (that's the impression I get from talking to any of my Wheaton friends, anyway.) There's probably more heavy lifting that needs to be done among his audience #1. I think a lot of young college kids would be far more likely to become accountants or chemists if they knew that they could still take plenty of literature classes while in school and then continue to read (and even write!) literature after they get home from their 9-to-5 job.

In Matthew's fantasyland, taking point #3 seriously would lead to a greater appreciation of the liberal arts among those who have balkanized themselves away from such a "way of life" (or been put off by the academy's hoity-toityness.) If you'll permit my pipedream to run away even further, this embrace of such high-minded mumbledy-peg will eventually reach the point that we'll spend less money on garbage entertainment and more on quality journalism, art, music, and literature (or creating our own!) that will in turn allow for these professions to support more people who are gifted and dedicated enough to do them full-time. Then we'd have an even stronger argument to take to these money-obsessed folks. This is what I try to do in my own life, and I hope you, do, too.

Friday, September 26, 2014

around the web: healthcare and Baltimore

This summer's been a good time for writing, and I've gotten published in a few new places! I have also been selected as a Copello Health Advocacy Fellow with the National Physicians Alliance, so I'll be focusing a bit more on stewardship & transparency in my medicine-related writing these days. I figured I'd once again collect my writings here in case you missed anything.

This Demon Only Comes Out By Prayer and Prozac- I think addressing mental illness frankly is really important. Not only is it rather common, but it is often disabling and sometimes deadly. However, the way we talk about it-- especially using words like "chemical imbalance" or "personal choice"-- is sloppy and can be harmful if we don't recognize the interplay between mind and body that can help or hurt those who suffer mental illness. I tried to make the case for a more meaningful holism.

Beyond the Pink Police State: Community Health Workers- James Poulos' Pink Police State series at The Federalist this summer left a lot of people scratching their heads. I found it fascinating, even though I disagreed with him pretty sharply on a number of things. His central thesis is pretty spot-on, though: we're surrendering our freedoms for government-sponsored hygiene. I think that food, not sex, is the most important aspect of this, and I also think we'll need to use the apparatus of the state against itself and pay community health workers to develop a meaningful counterbalance to its regulatory overreach. I worked really hard on this one and it didn't get a lot of attention when it came out, so now's your chance to read it if you didn't before (or ignore it again, if that's what you please. It's no skin off my nose if you do.)

How Casinos Corrupt Cities- This one was a lot of fun to write-- if only because crony capitalism among Democratic politicians in Baltimore and Maryland reaches comic proportions quite frequently. My personal favorite is when our Mayor and Governor proclaim that they are "data-driven" and yet promote casinos, which are pretty well proven to damage local economies. I also mentioned a few meaningful alternatives to the sort of flashy downtown development that we all love to hate. I'm hoping to write more for The American Conservative in the future, which you should check out if you haven't already because they publish a lot of really thoughtful and worthwhile things.

Primary Care Providers Can Handle Hepatitis C Treatment- My first real op-ed! Now get off my lawn, specialists. No, seriously-- I love specialists, and they take good care of our patients when we all work together. But they shouldn't have to see every case of Hepatitis C in Maryland, because primary care doctors can prescribe these expensive new drugs intelligently. Maryland Medicaid disagrees, though. The best solution, obviously, would be for Pharma to stop charging so damn much for a medicine that's already going to earn them millions of dollars.

Mere Fidelity: The Benedict Option- I really enjoyed this conversation about withdrawal and engagement in an environment of cultural hostility to faithful Christianity. I will hopefully be doing more podcasts in the future and my article on the Benedict option is coming soon!

Medical Missionaries and the Role of Evidence- Slate published a rather poorly-written article exploring some of the deficiencies in medical missions and expressing unease about proselytization... but the author, Brian Palmer, really didn't do his research very well. I took the opportunity to point out where good research and quality improvement are happening and have been happening within medical missions, exploring the historical contributions that missionaries have made and the strengths of a Christian approach to health care in the developing world:

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

top 10 books

I got tagged twice on Facebook and it's fun, so I might as well join in. (although one list said "books" and the other said "novels," so I'll try to stick to fiction as much as I can. I'll also try to avoid too much self-aggrandizement while discussing how much of a better person these books have made me.) I'm also going to cheat and put in a runner-up by the same author or on a similar theme. I own almost all of these if ever you want to borrow them.

1. Till We Have Faces by C.S. Lewis
I read this story about love and gods at exactly the right time in my life-- a time when my teenage self-absorption was reaching its zenith and my ability to relate to other human beings was reaching its nadir. It made me confront my own selfishness, and I think it's changed all subsequent serious relationships (romantic, familial, friendship) ever since. I'm also a sucker for a good twist at the end and a clever theodicy, which is probably why this book is #1.
Runner-up: The Chronicles of Narnia

2. Hannah Coulter by Wendell Berry
My first exposure to Wendell Berry was in Jayber Crow-- which started me on my localism-loving life path that brought me to New Song and Sandtown-- but it was Hannah Coulter who challenged me to love the world around me in small, simple, faithful ways despite the evils large and small that are constantly trying to tear apart communities.
Runner-up: the short story Watch With Me

3. Good Country People  by Flannery O'Connor
I don't remember when I read this short story, but ever since I've written differently. More than anything else, she's influenced the way that I think about the end to which I write and how to incorporate the macabre-- which occupies a pretty decent stretch of my subconscious-- into what I write.
Runner-up: the short story "A Good Man Is Hard To Find" (which can be found in the same collection linked above.)

4. Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
Sex, drugs, and techno-dystopianism. How could you read this living in the West after 1900 and not be influenced by it?
Runner-up: A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

5. All The King's Men by Robert Penn Warren
A habit I'm trying to break (or adapt to) is my tendency to unconsciously mimic the writing style of the last thing I read. It was while reading this that I realized that I even do that in the first place and how I might be able to actively use that habit to refine my style.
Runner-up: Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk

6. Charlotte's Web by E.B. White
I read a lot of books when I was young-- this list probably could have been populated exclusively by things I read before I was 12-- but Charlotte's Web will always have a special place in my heart.
Runner-up: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl

7. The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver
Sometimes you just need to be scared straight, and this book is exactly what every future missionary oughta read just so you can know how badly you can screw things up while doing things in Jesus' name.
Runner-up: Acts of Faith by Philip Caputo

8. A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
A lot of the stuff I read growing up fell into the "Christian Fiction" rubric that was a bit heavy-handed in places. This novel-- beyond its incredible characters and plot-- helped me see that there were other ways of communicating deep truths.
Runner-up: The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky

9. The Corner by David Simon and Edward Burns
Getting into the nonfiction-- though this one reads more like a novel-- I read The Corner in my first year of medical school. It opened my eyes to the world of urban America and challenged a lot of the assumptions that I had grown up with about poverty & addiction.
Runner-up: To Live In Peace by Mark Gornik

10. Shadow of the Almighty by Elisabeth Elliot
Jim Elliott was just one of those people whose faithful dedication allowed him to sow the seeds of a great harvest in a short life. It's encouraging and challenging.
Runner-up: The Zanzibar Chest by Aiden Hartley

I won't tag anyone, but if you're one of the ten people who read this blog, feel free to take this as your excuse to do it.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Trousseau Syndrome

I've been working on a novel about patients and doctors in Baltimore for a few years now and have decided to serialize it so that folks can read it even if I'm not quite finished yet. I made myself a fancier-than-I've-done-before Wordpress site for it and I'm really excited to be releasing fiction to the general public again. I have no idea how it's gonna pan out-- perhaps, like this blog, it'll have about 5 readers plus whoever wanders over whenever something crazy happens like "Downwardly Mobile for Jesus" or 33 Under 33, Continued (seriously, Peter Gaultney, what a guy.)

Anyway, enough talking: here's Trousseau Syndrome!